just tryin to fight through
no changes in meds, no less pain yet, kidney ultrasound scheduled for next month.. so hating prednisone cuz it makes my body not able to heal well so a tiny scratch has turned into weeks of infected wounds… its hideous and scary.. still trying to workout when i can.. someday it has to get better..just holdin onto hope. tomorrow we will bury my fiance’s dad 
both our dads gone…hurts but makes me appreciate love and family and life so much more
July 25, 2009 at 3:42 pm
I just have to say that you are an amazing, incredible, and strong woman for enduring what you have endured. I read your previous post and my heart goes out to your fiance. You two are lucky to have each other and I am just beyond amazed at your ability to keep moving through it all. Stay strong!
August 17, 2009 at 7:40 pm
Remain strong, because the little people like me look up too you. My condolence in your loss but live it to the fullest, enjoy ever moment with love ones, even walking out the door go get fresh air, inhale it like its the last, many blessings!!