Blog Entry
Stress is a BEAST!!! Especially when it is unnecessary…anyhow, I look back over my photos and see that I have met a few of my goals, but I still lack consistency and my work ethic is at an all time low most days. I have to find a way to stay motivated…I’ve been depressed for a while and the gym has been my escape, but I find it hard to stay motivated to get there…Now…I said it. (SIGH) I feel better…I need a good swift kick in the @$$ so I can get back into this like I used to be and maybe I can be my best because I’m definitely cheating myself since there has been progress with my half @$$ training/ diet regimen. With all this said I am talking with a few trainers (IFBB PROs and Legends and some top NPC competitors) about training /mentorship and hopefully will sign with one of them and get this thing going soon…
