FireMike

Today I ventured off to church for the first time in years, I sensed I needed some spiritual cleansing of sorts and needed to reconnect. The message of the day overwhelmed me, I felt this huge pressure thru my body as I listened to the serman, why? Well the answer is simple…I been walking around the past few months answering others questions on how to obtain a good physique without practicing what I had been preaching to them…Hypocriticism…There is nothing I despise more in this world, and I have been doing it myself. WTF Mike!!! Sitting around this afternoon watching football (Yay, the Browns won’t be 0-16 this season after a win today) I find myself mentally preparing myself and my significant other for what is about to begin. She hasn’t seen it hands on yet, she knows all about it, she’s heard the stories from others about the commitment, the pure dedication, the anguish it can cause, the hard exterior that overcomes me as I venture further down the line towards April 2010… Her only request, "baby, please just don’t get so big you have no neck" my reply, "no worries of that for another few years girl." The freezer is stocked with chicken and beef, 30 lbs worth of regular and sweet potatoes stock the pantry, the water has been flowing and dont get me started on the eggs. Yesterday was the re introduction workout, you know telling my body wake the F$%@ Up!!! Full bodied all power movements, 3 rounds 15 reps, YA the body is feeling awake today, now to shock it come morning and re introduce fully sturctured clean eating. You know I find myself doubting myself a little tho, again I ask why? I have come along way since 3 years ago, and really haven’t put much on since injury so why question? Well before it was just me, no one had to put up with a moody day or two in a row bc of being hungry and wanting a dam pizza, now someone has too. So I find myself dealing with the question of at what cost will I move to the stage. If it begins to impact things negatively in the personal life do I continue… Well I have answered the question for myself… I don’t care what it costs. Bodybuilding was here before and will remain if there is a answer, it has been knownst that its apart of Mike and if its not accepted then Im not accepted. So here we go, the future blogs will be about training again (PRAISE THE LORD)… Time to get some, and all I can say is BRING THE MOTHERF-ING PAIN, YA!!! IM GONNA BRING IT… STRENGTH & HONOR TO ALL

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