Failing in the final weeks.
I’ve really been struggling the last 2 weeks, haven’t dropped anymore weight or tightened up at all. The bright side is i haven’t gained anything either. I’ve been all over the place diet wise. It all began with the preparation of hurricane / tropical storm hannah. When we were on lock down I forgot my food at home and was stuck between a rock and hard place, I had to eat so I made the best choices that I could with what I had available to eat. Since then it has been way to easy to justify a cheat meal here, a cheat meal there and so on and so forth. I’ve also been having alot of desire to begin bulking up again as I am not happy with my current size, I never thought I would be under 200lbs and am very unsatisfied with this. Its great to be cut up and all but any jo shmoe can be cut up but it takes true dedication and commitment to be a certified FREAK that is cut up and over 215, this is what I want. Regardless im gonna make a big push over the next 17 days to finish this out strong and achieve a weight of 185 by the time I travel back to Ohio for a few days.
September 19, 2008 at 5:07 am
I believe you will do whatever you set your mind to. If you wanna be a "certified FREAK", I will support you 110%!
September 19, 2008 at 3:36 pm
I recognize what you’re saying about wanting to get back to bulking only too well - I’m also below 200lb now and I guess it’s all part of the mind tricks that everyone told me would happen when I started the diet thing. Keep strong about this, Mike - it’s just over another two weeks, that’s all. You can do that.