FireMike

I have been told numerous times by multiple people that im "intense" My reply, "thats how I am" but really why do something if your not gonna be intense. Intensity is a emotion that expresses importance to me, the more intensity I bring to the table the better the outcome will be. My training is what I bring the most intensity to me bc of the emotions I bring to the surface in order to train. The pain I deliver to myself is my punishment, punishment for all that I have allowed to happen in my life. Punishment for not being strong enough to defend myself as a young boy against a sick and twisted individual. With each rep, each additional poundage I prove that iam not that person any longer and am willing to accept the punishment I now give to myself. My punishment is my happiness.

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