I can’t figure it all out.
This is sad. Almost been a year since I serious started trying to learn about bodybuilding, general fitness, and nutrition. Then I got a gym membership shortly after that. Then joined this site to get help, journal, and research. After all that, I don’t seem to be making the real progress I feel I should be making.
I will post another pic soon, but I really think they all look the same. It seems no matter what the numbers say on the scale or tape, I look the same for the most part. I stopped trying to take my BF% because it varied too much and I really care more about how I look in a photo than on a fat caliper.
I can’t even figure out where to post in the bb forum for a personal trainer. I don’t trust the trainers at my specific gym location. I want to find a trainer that believes and has experience in year round lean bulking. I don’t like the idea of separate cutting and bulking phases. And I don’t care if the trainer is physically with me or just online. I am diciplined and still highly motivated. And I can take photos, measurements, etc. But like I said before, I can’t even figure out what section of the bb forum I should post such a Wanted Ad.
All my BB searches say that the BB forum, store, and articles are enough… and I consider myself a good learner. But based on almost a year of trying with high motivation and dedication, I am apparently not figuring it out by doing my own research here. If someone could actually help me figure out something that really works, I am sure I could keep it up on my own. Now I just need to find that person.
