Richard “The Lion Heart”

Its getting hard for me to maintain this lifestyle that I want.

I have high blood pressure, cholesterol and knee pain.

all because of my weight.

every time I find myself ahead… with weight loss, work, school… I always seem to find myself falling behind.

my doctor, wife and I have been talking about the Lapband Surgery. I was thinking of doing it but feel a bit ashamed.

I hate it that I was once a stud. I was slim, Cut and did all on my own. now… after the Knee injury in the Marines….

I am not who I once was.

I want to do it. so maybe when I see big results I can get extra motivated. my knees wont hurt as much! I will want to do more.

but I never had any help before. I almost feel like I am giving in.

What do you guys think.

should I feel that way. like I am taking the easy way out.

or should do it. it will help me in the long run. and I can live a longer healthier life.

I know I should think the second one. but I just can’t help but think of the first one.

let me know your thoughts in the comments.