on my hands. Just like the Styxs song. Like alot of people out there work for me is slow. However i was not fired,or layed off. I chose to change careers to one i should have done along time ago. And in this day and age its rough. Am gonna go and look for a part time job. Maybe in a gym or something with flexable hours. Need to be able to keep going with the new career but also pay bills.
My workouts are going pretty good, but i am hitting that point mentally where i am more worried about failure fincialy. Which makes me wonder am i doing the right thing and that leads to self doubt, which can lead to depression, and that can lead to failure. In the past i usally get so tied up mentaly, that i loose my desire to work out and quit, which is one of the worse things i can do. So being armed with this knowldege i have to force myself to change it this time. Tired of the insanity.
It is also coming up on the holiday season. Which brings back memorys of loved ones lost and reflection on time past. Coupled with "To much time on my hands" can spell disaster.
Gonna just do cardio today. It is suppose to be a day off but for ME i dont know that i can take a day off. When i do i dont sleep good nor feel right. I have always been very physcal with energy.
Have a good work out people, and remember "The defention of insanity is not doing the same thing over and over again. Its doing it over and over again and EXPECTING a diffrent out come."
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