about myself :)
was always a chubby fat girl all my life good studies and gym too but extremely timid , shy emotional and a perfectionist dispite having good grades and being active due to my weight ‘being heavier than everyone else’ i would eat eat and eat and get more heavy every summer i would lose weight and then as soon as school started i would gain it all back i woudl go for 2hr walks come home look at myself in the mirror and eat again and just gain more and more weight( this al started when i was 8!) i would participate in school activities like drama sports basketball then drop out feeling ugly and not worth it my weight effected my whole life this followed in college my poor self image effected me in the worst ways possible. I stood up i elections in the midst of my campaigning heard a comment that the other candidate is beautifull and smart that was it i let it all go and just let it go and didnt put any effort in it and lost coming on the 2nd place . Then a major change happend in my life i came to canada for my studies and lost all the weight and wanted to start all over came here realized life was really erally hard, i worked hard studies hard and met someone which turned out to be the worst thing happened to me the person turned out to be extremely shallow and inconsiderate and extremely superficial which hurt me really bad and i lost myself gained weight started struggling with weightissues once again gaianing losing not being happy and also did terrible in studies work also got effected the final blow came when he told me he was seeing someone else thwe whole time i thought we were getting close. It hurt me really bad and i fell in depths of inferiority complex and low self confidence. This all happned in 2007, i am now moving forward its like i got up from a deep sleep i wnat my body back my career my friends everything back and im goign to get it i am ready metally and physically and im going to win1 my goal is the dead line for the contest BT march 26 wohooo!!! 
January 8, 2008 at 11:56 am
You will achieve your goals this time. Not only will you achieve them, you will NOT return to the state in which 2007 left you. You are a strong, beautiful, and intelligent woman who cannot be stopped. There is nothing left to do but to set your eyes on your goal and TAKE it.
SCT