Grrrrr….
I’m SO frustrated with myself. To begin with, I won’t stop screwing up. I need to decide to either do what I’m suppose to be doing, or stop pretending to be cutting. I should be at goal by now. Instead I’ve taken several steps backwards from my last post here. I had some bad things happen, and I handled them in the way I’m accustomed to– eat like I’ve lost my mind– this time for a whole week! I haven’t weighed since June 9th. I’m afraid for the scales if I did. Fear of "killing the messenger" and all.
O.K. New week on the horizon. I’ll eat on plan– get the protein up, fat down, calories on target. Training and cardio is good. It’s the eating that is the noose around my neck.
June 26, 2007 at 4:10 pm
Stop being so hard on yourself! You look amazing and you’re one of the most motivated people I know. Just THINK of how far you’ve come in the last 5 years! Maybe my standards are lower than yours, you’re body does put me to shame afterall, but I think you’re amazing. You’ll never fall off the wagon for too long either. You love working out too much. Keep it up, I can’t wait to see you in Sept. I’ll try and keep up my blog better too. I think we both need a cheerleader …
gimme a D
gimme an E
gimme a B…etc, etc,