Grrr insomnia is not making life easy
I have been having major sleep problems lately (as always.) It’s driving me insane. I literally can’t function properly and live my life normally because I just can’t sleeep. It doesn’t help trying to diet when I’m living on no sleep. I am spending a fortune seeing a naturopath and buying all these supplements to help but nothing is working. Sleeping pills are only a quick fix and I feel like a druggie everytime I go to the doctors asking for more! I have to beg. It’s not a nice feeling.
Anyway, I must have lost some weight because my clothes are getting looser which is good but I don’t feel any different. It has now been 3 and a half weeks since I got my boobs done and I love the results but it hasnt made me feel any better about myself at all. It actually has made me feel gutted. You know when you have all those goals like…. when i get my boobs done, when im thin, when i have my dream car… and you imagine yourself being much happier. Well i dont feel happier after achieving most of my goals. Not at all.
Anyway I guess I will work really hard towards my next goal. I want to lose about 6kg of fat. Really have to work on diet, diet diet. Oh but I am so happy that I am now in the gym again after not being able to work out for a few weeks. Was torture haha
