I’m back… round two
So, here it is Aug. 2009 and I am back for round two. I have lost a lot of weight in round one but I ended up gaining 50 lbs. of it back. I am up around 270 right now and I am disappointed in myself. I was one of those guys that thought I could keep this up and then I failed. I don’t want to be fat!!! I want to be lean again. So I am going to hit the gym and feel good again. Not just physically but mentally as well. I started to avoid this site because I didn’t want to reveal how bad things have gotten for me. I felt that I lost control and couldn’t face the people here that were giving me hope and praises. I just couldn’t let them down. But, I did… But, most of all, I let me down. So with all of that said, I hope that I can start again and be accepted here once again. Thanks for reading this and lets hope that there is no round three.
