2 B gre8 is to practice gre8ness

What tha crap…Im getting frustrated, Ive been training and eating gr8 for 6 weeks now and NO change…really…NOTHING! What in God’s creation am I doing wrong…

Really!? How many times can a person fall and start again b4 people think Im cring wolf on this. Its just hard doing it by ur self…but…like every 1 billion person my count down for 12 weeks is starting on jan 5 2009. so I should be ready to rock on march 23rd of 09….so lets see what happenes……lets do this…one last time.

So, now I’m ready here I go!!!!!!!!!!

Wow, Welp I’m settled and ready to work out. Thank you to everyone who told me not to give up, and the time off has been long and I am so ready to hit the gym. Also, have been tring to get smarter on workin out so I should see different results. Where I stay I dont get internet so I have had to come to the library so bare with me on the everyday details. Thank you everyone for your support. I cant wait to make you all proud!!!!! Right now I am like 162lbs I will do measurements tonight after I get clean. Ready……..set…………..go…………
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I can’t do this……..I have no work out partner and this food thing takes a lot of $. I am in the middle of moving and I dont have a set schedule…….grrr I quit….for right now I move to Maui on the 8th. I’ll start back on the 10th. Stupid work out……but hey like someone told me if being fit was easy everyone would be walking around fitness models. If anything is easy it’s probly not worth doing…………this is like writing a paper for college. Peace out for now!

So, my work out has been put on a hold for the moment, trying to pack and get ready for this move. I’m nervous that things will change for the bad, with the gyms and stuff. I cant wait until I get a set schedule. It’s already enough that I will be 6 hours head of my self so I’ll have to let my vody get used to that as well, but I have a guy roommate to maybe he will want to work out with me. I do need help figuring out the amount of proien with carbs. Like I know that I am supposed to have like 55% carbs and like 35% protien and so forth, I just dont know with me cause I am wanting to slim down. HELP!!

This is not something that is normal for me, ha usalley when I meet a guy he becomes a cool friend and they usally DONT work out. But this weekend I wanted to go out dancing (for some fun, new cardio) and I meet this cool guy. We first just start talking about this certain girl then we were cont. laughing. We danced all night and really had fun. Now this is the first "guy" that I have danced with and he was respectful; not wanting to touch me in a bad way and when I left at the end of the night he did not ask for my number or anything. He just said see you next weekend. But we had hung out last night and still he was respectful. Now keep in mind I’m 23 and yes really I still have not had sex and he knew this. And he is just sweet and well HOTT. The thing is I’m moving and want to take him with me. HAHAHA Dont know what to do cause I dont date a lot but dont want to "date him" and have to leave. Any who that’s on my mind, but also my training is gettin hard. I’m not pushing myself, I need a work out partner. He would be great, and I’ve thought about asking him but I dont want to push on him and be that girl that has to have all his att. I dont even know him, but he works out! GRRRR I dont know!

The past couple of days I have really tried to sit down and learn and read everything I can to help myself and you know what…it’s hard! You think you’re getting ready to really get someting down only to read that the post work out needs to have a piece of fruit that is high in glucose plus vit c and e and so forth.Then you have to figure the amout of protein that fits for you and how many cal. come from the protein. It makes you want to scream. It’s ok though because there are so many things you can learn on this site. BUT the COOLEST thing ever….is the people. Everyone really wants to see you succeed. That is so encouraging. I know I failed for a good month and people were like it’s cool dont let that bring you down…if you need any help or have any ?ions I’m here. It’s like being in your own bubble here, everyone is into fitness, then you go to work and *BAMB* haha it’s not so much the same….makes for a very sad day! If anyone does read this that I have talked to so far……thank you, thank you for taking time to see me and not just my body. To look back and see that you dont even know who I am and you still want to help, I just think the world of you! But I am going to post my diet and traning on here soon and want to see if anyone has any thoughts!?

This month has been so hard in every way. So uneven abd stressful. My eating habbits were just to die over and no work outs…..I just want to scream, my goals in may are not going to happen. But I am starting in the morning (monday the 24th) with a fresh work out routine and tring a new way to kep up with what I eat. I am confused about how many cal. I should be intaking if I want to slim down but also enough that I dont loose muscle when I work out. Plus, I am becoming a foster parent so I want to have some goals that the child may want to follow!

I am so tired of going to the gym and running. I swim, but dont fell like I work hard but my arms fall off afterwards. I need new ideas for cardio. Grrrr it would also help if I had a work out partner. I’m really trying to drop my body fat…but for right now I’m not goin anywhere.