4 weeks and counting till my wedding.
yep. im getting married may 9. i am very excited. but i have a weight expectation for myself on that day. i want to be under 240. i weigh 249. i have 4 weeks to lose 9 pounds. i feel like i cant do it. i get to about 245 then i eat like crap and ruin it. i need to break the 240 barrier. when i got under 250 i was happier than hell. now i have become dissatisfied where im at. wich is a good thing. and now i have a mild heart condition to worry about. this is my life im dealing with. weight sometimes just looks like a number to me. and i can just say forget about it im not weighing myself this week i dont even care. the only time i get like that is when i know i have been lazy and not been healthy. thats eating working out and sleep. if i get too much or not enough of those things i know when i get on that scale im going to be dissapointed. i have to stop thinking of weight. and having to be a certain number to be happy. i know that if i eat right, work out, plenty of water and sleep the weight will come off without me even thinking about it. thats what i am going to strive for everyday the next 4 weeks. being as healthy as i can. for me. my well being and my life. so all you big ins’ best be watchin. im going to be under 240 without even trying…..at least i hope so. wish me luck. peace!
April 13, 2009 at 11:26 pm
Don’t worry about your weight, you have a whole life ahead of you to lose it later! Congrats on your wedding eat all the cake you want and celebrate it is the time for it. If you still need to change your body image get a good trainer, and start out slowly it takes time but once you get into a lifestyle (all the better with your new wife) you will see changes. Good luck