timbri30’s BodyBlog

Ok so I was looking so forward to today. I just wanted to pig out lol …. so I get this big plate of everything I know I shouldn’t have … CAN’T FINISH IT. I ate a few bites and was totally full. WHAT ARE YOU KIDDING !! I can’t even pig out anymore lol Actually thats a good thing. I was proud that I wasn’t lying around in misery after over eating. I can’t wait to work out tomorrow OMG i think Im starting to like the gym … what is happening to me. Thank you all for all of your support. I can’t wait to take pics of me in a bikini and not be ashamed to post them. One day!!!

Ok so Im finally back to 229!! And Hopefully soon I will be under the 200 mark. This is such a challenge for me. It has beaten me for 15 years at least. It has been the only thing in my life that I have not been able to overcome. And Im a nervous person by nature so when I get down I ‘nervous binge’ on comfort foods. I look at all of you that have bettered your body and I am so jealous of you and inspired at the same time. To have that control that drive YOU ARE AMAZING …. I hope to be among you soon.

well i had another good workout with Luke last night. How if I could just get the diet totally under control. I went out trying on dresses for a military formal YEA THAT SUCKS     …  ive went from a size 22/24 to a 14 and still can’t find a damn dress that fits me. If I get it to fit the boobs then its way to big everywhere else blah blah blah … guess i should have started earlier and had it altered lol (yea Luke I know you told me to do this) anyway it would be nice to find things off the rack that fit a body good ….

Well Im not doing too bad except for the occasional potato chip craving. My friend Luke has been working with me on some free weights, I have to complain when he is making me lift heavy (but dont tell him I actually like it and i LOVE the way I feel afterwards) …. But I am a girl Luke … not sure Ill ever lift the weight you want me to lift but Ill give it hell trying (just for you - ok and the way its going to make me look)

I still have so much swelling in my abdomen all the time and it makes me so angry!!!! I can’t see to get any def in my abs. Someone/anyone HELP!!! Tell me what to do to start getting some rock hard ripples going on!!! Please!

Thanks Luke …

OMG ok so I finally hit the mark below 230 and then i FALL OFF THE WAGON … I just haven’t had a drive. Been going through alot of self pity things and my father passed away and just alot going on. Thanks to good friends I hope Im back on track again. Getting yourself back in shape after years of neglect is not an easy thing. I have failed at it numerous times. I have such admiration for those of you that have been able to stay and track and just ‘do it’. I will reach my goal I dont know when but I do know I will. I may just need lots of pushing LOL (thanks Luke)