teenyGreen’s BodyBlog

I had a morning mishap, I forgot to mention.  I think I burned the incident from my mind.  Oh the horror.  I put on too much posing oil gel. I was so shiny the promoter stopped me and helped take the oil off.  All and all it was a good experience.  It would have been better without the people.  they all know who they are ’cause they’re going to hell.  Thank gahd I wore bright green. I don’t think you would be able to see me.  I’ll have more.  There were three professional photographers there.  Hopefully, there pics are less dark.  Thanks for your support yada yada.

I’ve been a grade A b.  I feel a little better today.  I have so much to do.  I need to plan.  My oldest daughter was so cute this morning.  We were playing superhero in the mirror, that’s what she calls it when I flex, she’s three.  I did a side pose and was flexing my right shoulder looking at the beautiful vein popping out.  I said to Bree, “Look at mommy’s vein.  Do you see that honey, that’s called vascularity?  Can you say vascularity?”  She’s all “no”.  It made me laugh. 

Meal 1 chicken and oats

Meal 2 chicken, green apple, salad

Meal 3 chicken and brown rice

Meal 4 chicken and broccoli

Meal 5 chicken and broccoli

Meal 6 just plain damn dry shredded chicken

Totals 1277 cals, 16 grams fat, 99 grams of carbs, 189 grams of protein. 

On the pics, I know my arms are off.  I need more practice.  It’s so hard when you’re not in front of a mirror.

The pics on the left were taken February 10th.  The pics on the right were taken, March 10th.  It’s very motivating when I can see changes.  Thank gahd. I’ve been feeling very crappy lately.  Part of it was from being sick, the other part is just the stress of feeling like I won’t be ready for my contest.  My glutes and hams are where I hold most of my fat.  They look really bad.  I didn’t include those shots, because the blue bikini is a thong.  You can’t tell I have all the butt fat in a normal bikini.  I guess I shouldn’t fret. 

I never expected my upper body to be so solid and ripped.  My veins are popping out.  My back is just ridiculous.  I need to work on flexing it better with my arms down, but damn.  Never thought I’d have a back like this.  It is so worth all the work.  I have a very kiss my a$$ attitude with people now.  I’ve let other people’s bad feelings about their bodies shame me.  I actually felt like a bad person for flaunting my sexiness.  Not my problem if you get pissy, because you yo-yo diet and keep gaining weight.  A few people actually approached me about watching how much I talk about my progress.  Anyway, I’m staying pink positive.  I can’t wait to get my lime green posing suit, and post those pics.  Everytime I do this, it feels so good.  I’ve saved a fortune in therapy.  Thanks all…

I need to take more pictures.  I get so down on myself sometimes.  I was practicing posing, and I usually just half ass it through the back pose.  This time I decided to use the medicine cabinet mirror, so I could actually see my back.  I was blown away.  My back has never looked like this.

If only I could do the poses right.  I need to find someone to help me.  When my arms are down, I don’t know how to flex my back.

It still looks mighty fine too me.

I’m trying to spread my lats here.  I need help.  I’m pretty proud.  That’s a milestone for me.  Eight more weeks of this, I can’t imagine how awesome I’ll look then.

I haven’t posted or taken a progress pic in a while.  I like this one.  I don’t look at and think, "I have a lot of work to do."  I think, "I’m right on track."  Which is great because the contest is in 10 weeks. 

I’m so hungry.  It’s been an hour since my last meal.  Why am I so freaking hungry?  I want to eat a jar of peanut butter.  I’m drinking lots of water.  I hit my limit for coffee and tea, and I’m out of low cal spice cider.  I can’t chew anymore gum.  Thank gahd tomorrow is a high carb day.  I’m going to eat so much.  I can’t wait.  I have the worst headache.  I’m just trying to pass the time.  I have 63 more minutes until dinner. 

Above: two weeks ago

Below: today

Well, Mr. What’sfordinner,Idon’thavetimetotakedecentpr
ogresspicsforyoucausei’manass has left for the evening to do Ju Jitsu, his favorite pasttime.   At least I won’t have someone guilt tripping me for going to bed early.  How hard do you think it is to get my whole body in the frame and not my head?  The other two photos are from the knee up.  Very helpful..  Thank you retard.  Next Wednesday, I’ll get my three year old to take the freaking picture.

 I need to find a local posing coach.  I have a cut at my delt.  I can only flex it from the front.  I’m going to go do legs.  I am so pissed.  I think it will be a really good workout.

My leg workout was brutal tonight.

Squats 90lbs 1/12

            95lbs 1/12

            100lbs 4/10

last four sets superset with leg extension 55lbs 4/10

leg curl 50lbs 4/10lunges 45lbs 3/10