MInd Blown
So The guy who did my fabulous tattoo even though its not finished… a guy i have invited into my home on ocasion, a guy i work with, hang out with, talk to on the phone… went to jail yesterday….. and before i state why he is in jail…… let me just say that you truely never know who someone is on the inside and God is the only one who knows our hearts…
he Brutally assulted a woman my age and raped her, beat her within inches of her life…. WTF!!! is about all i can say I saw hime the Day they arrested him he got mad at me and called my cell phone because i wouldnt walk over to him and say hi.. i just waved and continued along my merry way….. My sister called me yesterday after she had heard about it on the radio knowing he was a pretty close friend to confirm that it was 29 yr old (insert name) and in fact yes.. This is the guy who did my tattoo, who i called a friend, It hit me like a ton of bricks when i heard it.. i vomited and then i seemed to handle it well i just think that my MInd cant quite wrap around the fact that this guy has been in my home with me alone and i never once felt uncomfortable around him, he has a beatifull smile and Eyes to die for, yet this man is capable of being a monster of worst sort, I find my self Lucky and Thankfull to god that me or any of my loved ones didnt become his next on the occasion that he was in my home… full of women and children….
Whats even more sick is that I want to go see him in jail, NOt to comfort him or nessicarily wrap my mind around the things he has done, but to see what i ever saw in him, i want to see a look of shame in his eyes and… i dont really know… what to expect but i am frightened to do it…. whats sad is The rape happened on the 13th he took that entire week off cause he was "sick" I talked to him at some point that week to see how he was, then on the 18th he called me and in my alchocol induced state on that day i dont quite remeber what he said but i remeber him asking me if i would visit him and write to him in prison, i told him yes… thinking he robbed a bank or something equally as bad ass stole a diamond.. i dunno…. he was arrested on the 23rd same day he got mad at me for not comming to him when he whistled at me,
How the hell can the mind comprehend somthing like this? we walk around with these people daily and never know who they truely are, do we even know who we are ourselves? Holy F*ing S#!%!!
August 25, 2007 at 1:57 pm
that is some crazy ass shit. that is one crazy story. Your lucky nothing happened to you.
August 25, 2007 at 2:02 pm
Huh, never will understand this sort of thing. Best keep my opinions to myself however, but that’s a close call!
Jake
August 25, 2007 at 4:03 pm
In a previous time in my life I was in jail. It was for assault and a bunch of other testosterone induced, manhood defending, stupid, dumbassed stuff but what matters is that I was in jail and while in there I got to witness a lot of stuff and hear a lot of things and get to know a lot about people in jail. There is a hierarchy in jail and it kind of runs the gamut from the murderers, armed robbers, on down to women beaters, rapists and child molesters with the later being the worst and most despicable, but women beaters are pretty low on the totem pole and are not well respected nor should they be. I say this because if they end up in jail they are usually multiple offenders and very violent “to women” and do a lot of damage or harm when they do decide to beat them. I say this to you hoping to get you to listen to me or at least get you to think twice about even going to see this person while he is in jail or even when he is out. If your tattoo needs finishing and that is why you are thinking of seeing him then find another qualified tattoo artist and ditch this woman beating, ink slinger. The reasons you write about that you say are why you want to visit him are not good enough. Do not see him under any circumstances! This is not a man, this is a woman beater and rapist and to continue to put yourself in harms way or to even give him a reason to think that he can get you to see him is dangerous and you are playing with a ticking time bomb. No matter what he says, no matter how much he pleads his case, or whines, or smiles with those real nice eyes or maybe even threatens you … end this relationship and consider that God smiled on you and did you a favour and that He might not be able to do you the same favour again and you might end up his next victim because there will be a next and I pray to God that you listen to my words and not let it be you.
You are better than this and no matter what you do not need this man in your life. If you want to continue this discussion with me I am ready and willing to talk with you, but I hope that I am getting my message across.
September 6, 2007 at 2:53 pm
that was crazy! Glad you pulled through. Hang in there