…So You’ll Be Seeing More of Me…
Yes, I’m busy
Sometimes I feel like keeping quiet
and sure. Perhaps I’ll have nothing earthshattering to say
But I’m going to be blogging more because it helps me. Its a tool I haven’t actually given its fair share of credit.
Its 2 pm the next day.. My brother-in-law is off ..about to start training to become a Marine. My stomach’s churning but I fully support him and his desire to change his life. I love my family…
I’m back home now, after seeing everyone. They were thrilled to see me <3 and I was thrilled to see them. But there also was a lot of private swearing going on in my mind to complete what I started earlier this year. I couldn’t help but wonder despite my fabulous outfit (smile) if I looked ‘worse’ than when they last saw me soon after the funeral.
Its not fun feeling like you’ve been doing the whole exercise/diet thing and not have much to show for it. I want to get to that level I set for myself
So yes. You’ll be seeing more of me. Because I’m done feeling bad about being in the skin I’m in and am happy that I have the opportunity to still make my goal before the yr ends.
*exhales*
Here we go again
