College Life and ..ahem.. Dieting
Forgive me BodySpace, for I have sinned.
For the entire month of September, I have slipped into horrendous eating behaviors. I HAVE been working out so I didn’t gain weight. In fact, I’m looking ok however I’m not feeling as great as I did when I ate properly.
My classes, my obligations, whoa. I went from having free days to catching up on my sleep on weekends. I am thriving though with the new schedule. I don’t feel as depressed as I used to.
I do have a new goal though. Yesterday I went into that fridge of mine and cleaned up shop. The right foods are back in.
This year, Dec 22, it would have been my husband’s 24th birthday. I can’t believe the time sped the way it did. I will most likely be with his family that day. My goal is to wear something special that day in my notably fitter body and take a bunch of pictures with the family. That day means alot to me. Its right before Christmas. The first year we were together, he came to visit during those days.. I was the happiest woman on earth. New Years, he proposed.
I can’t get those days back..
But in my own way, I want to spend his day with him, feeling just as beautiful as I did when he was alive.
I gave this alot of thought. I don’t want another year to end with me wishing I looked different.
There are also alot of contingencies in the air .. thats a whole other blog post. Anyway that’s where I’m at.
I don’t care how tough this gets. To date, I’ve survived some real bullsh*t. I need this.
Stay tuned 
October 3, 2008 at 1:34 pm
You are so strong.. you will achieve every goal you want!!
October 6, 2008 at 8:55 am
wow, you can do it- we have your back, you have a lot of people in your corner.
October 6, 2008 at 9:19 am
Your metal has been tempered over and over and over. Its strong, and its razor sharp.
Time to use it. You can do it.
October 9, 2008 at 3:42 pm
Great determination! You can make it through! Stay strong, be blessed!
October 17, 2008 at 12:20 am
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