Just Have to Say
I just taught an intense kickboxing class and I tell you what. I can see myself doing this kind of thing for a long time. I really love it. I love pushing the students to do their best, I love working hard, I love the intensity… I love shouting at a whole group of people lol
My ab class was pretty successful too 
They all left saying it was really intense but fun and it felt good to hear that. All I could think about is "how do I get better"
I really care about the quality of all that I do. Maybe thats why I get so frustrated with me body for not looking the way I expect it to.
I’m thinking I need a more intense regimen in the weight room. I can handle it and plus I don’t know if I’m in a plateau or what but I want to be the shrinking instructor that looks different by the end of the semester
Honestly? My dream?
To start 2009 with a completely different body.
I don’t want another year to begin with "this time I’ll do it"
I want an "I did it!"
I’m no slacker and I KNOW this can happen for me. I just need to fill in the blank. What am I missing?
Just so you know - my regimen looks like this now
Mondays - upper body workout, 45 min boxing drills, 20 min run. Instruct 30 min ab class
Tuesday - Instruct 1 hr kickboxing, 30 min abs
Wed. - lower body workout, 45 min boxing drills, 20 min run
Thursday - HIIT on Elliptical 30 min
Friday - upper body workout, 45 min boxing drills, 20 min run
Saturday - 1-1.5 hr cardio machines
Sunday - rest.
Thats what I do. And I just started low carbing again.. I’m feeling fine. No weakness or any of that so perhaps by the end of next week I should be loving my reflection <3
Not that I don’t love it now 
The mystery that is my body. Anyway, gotta get back to studying!
