Here’s to (JE)Mi!

Coming back from a time out is a b!tch.  I’m just saying.

I feel gross if I don’t go and fool around.. I hurt when I do go.  I know this is just for now.. this is how it is for me when I jump back in as hard as I do.

But that’s ok.  This is what I want for myself.. I also want the clarity that comes with a fine tuned body.

My mom suggested I started my 12 week challenge over from the top since I was so bummed out about it.  What do you think?  How do you know if it’s a good idea to start from the top?

*does a pushup*  <<< no really.. I did!

Oh how I missed you all
I just came back from visiting my mom after my downslope didn’t get better and she insisted I come to visit so she could do her Mom thing.  It’s been a very long time since I’ve done that and it seems to be just what the Doctor ordered.

I have to cringe though.  It’s been 2 weeks.  2 entire weeks.  I’ve worked out a couple of times but.. it doesn’t count.  My energy has been very low.

*sly smile* but I’m back.  I miss my workout high.  I have to hunt for some energy but that’s alright.  At least I know now - when the going get’s tough, call mom

Seriously though, when someone you love dies, it can knock the life out of you at any point in time.  That’s whats going on with me and its a difficult thing to struggle through.  I need my personal strength now more than ever.

For my readers   Thanks for checking up on me

It really made me smile

Alright.. back on the bandwagon!