sweetmama83’s BodyBlog

I have goals I have dreams and I want to make it big as most peole have and try to achieve. My problem is self doubt and the images in the mirror I do I must confess have demons to fight I used to be anorexic coupled with bulimia. I’m going through a tough spell putting back a bit of weight from my comp I wanted to stay 9% body fat and it’s gone up in the past month to 13% wich is really good right but I don’t like where the fat has gone back too my hips and thighs at least that’s what I see. A problem a bit but i’m working hard to stay positive to love myself and to know it’s alright and needed for a female to have that bodyfat. I want to go to the olyimpia some day and make it in top three I want the photo shoots  and I want to be on top on here some day soon. I want to be the best I can strive to be what can I do to make it to the top what’s holding me back is it me I don’t know, Insight would be awesome. Help is always welcome advice and all that is wonderful. Thank you help me see what Ineed to see to get where I want to be! Have a great day and God bless.

Stephanie