I’m slacking.
Shite! I didnt realize I hadn’t posted since Sunday, where does the freaking time go?
Unfortunately my mood the past two days has been like the weather today, dark and shitty. I still am having days where I have no motivation, I don’t want to get out of bed, and I don’t want to look at anyone’s face. I hate that I feel like that, and I’ve always prided myself in being disciplined with managing my stress and the past couple of months it has felt out of my control. Very unnerving at times. Monday I did the workout that I listed on Sunday…..which also riding my bike to work to the gym and then back home again. Yesterday I just did cardio, which ending up being extreme cardio, (ha!) because I rode my bike to and from work but it was raining!! So by the time I got home from work I looked like pigpen! haha but it was fun, I definitely don’t mind getting dirty. =0)
Today I just wanted to go home after work, but I told myself no go workout, you’ll feel better. Well that plan backfired and I ended up having a pretty shitty workout which I’m going to have to do over again tomorrow. That NEVER happens. But you know what, I have to just let it go and just ride out the crappy feeling cause tomorrow is a new freaking day. While when I’m not feeling so great I usually love to stuff down my feelings and hide away, its kind of nice to be able to vent a little to someone who you care about and can make u laugh till ur sides hurt, yeah you know who you are if you’re reading this. =0) Thank you.
I’m not even posting my "workout" today cause I’m doing it tomorrow and I’m going to kick that workout’s ass. yaya.
July 24, 2008 at 7:33 am
Hey Keep your head up. Sometimes you just need a break. Go out and do something fun, it will help you realize why you work out in the first place. Whats the point if you cant enjoy it.