For those of you who take the time to read this I hope it’s worth your while. I can’t tell you how much stress I have been under lately. I am starting to feel it in the gym lately too. Not that going to the gym stresses me out. It’s the opposite, it takes the edge off of my already overloaded nerves.
I guess I’m feeling nervous because I know I only have 3 months before my potential first amateur contest and I don’t really know what the heck I am getting myself into and what I am doing. I search this site for training tips and diet plans. I talk to as many people that I can and read tons of magazine articles trying to eductate myself on fitness and nutrition.
What used to work no longer does anymore. I am getting older and I feel it not just in my muscles but in my joints too.
My finances are not good right now. I am working on that but it seems with less and or no money I’m not able to buy the right kinds of foods and supplements I need. I also wanted to hire a trainer especially for the posing and direction for my first show. Someone to guide me along the way I guess and be my friend too.
I’m basically on my own right now. I hope to make more friends that are interested in bodybuilding and especially shows. Most people give me a strange look when I say I am training to compete. One, I don’t look like a big muscle bound person and my age too. I won’t let either stop me but going to the gym alone sure gets old. I’m not saying I don’t like my alone time either. I sometimes prefer it that way but it would be nice to have someone for motivation and encouragement…
Wow, don’t I sound like a mamsy pansy feel sorry for me…I’m not..just trying to find another way to vent and get this stuff off my shoulder so I can get over it already!!
I seriously am looking for friends…gym rats if you will..lol..muscle heads…just regular joes and jills like me that want more out of life than couches and potatoes…
With that said, I am going to the gym tomorrow and tear it up!!
Monni
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