subpolarbear’s BodyBlog

I have always had people asking me why I do not compete and my response is I have always shyed away from bodybuilding competition.  The only person I wanted to compete with was myself and I never really was able to build up the courage to actually get in the mix.  Always came up with an excuse not to do it.  Now, im realizing I have let too many things pass me by in this life due to always finding excuses not to do things and shying away from things.  Every year I bulk up and cut down as if I was in the competing world but I am not.  Its time to change things up and step out of the shadows. Its time to train my ass off and enter one of these competitions and make it happen.  Afterall you only get one life to do things and if you keep letting things pass you by you will only live with regrets.  Not sure what competition I will enter but I am positive that I am going to prepare and enter whatever is out there.

Made the decision yesterday to stop bulking and start cutting.  I must admit is really blows not being able to eat everything in sight and having to read labels to figure out what to eat.  Its all part of the game, so im going to stick it out for the cause but it is no party.  I think today I had more food offered to me then I normally would (figures) and had to turn it down.  It was kind of amusing seeing peoples reactions when I said no thanks. 

I have come to a crossroads as to where to head next. Trying to narrow down whether I want to continue bulking or get shredded for the summer.  I have no future plans of competing so either one will work.  Decisions, decisions.

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