steph0823’s BodyBlog

Well I set a goal of Saturday  being the day of getting back in the gym since the Motorcycle accident onWednesday and I did it.  My hips are still killing me though and my body is a little sore but I cant take it just sitting here at home feeling like a blob.  I know my body needs rest so I really didnt push it at the gym today, did legs and abs and when my body said it had had enough I stopped.  I really dont want to over do it and make any thing worse.  Anyways, I feel better that I went, was able to get some anger out on the weights.  But YAY me for getting back there and not letting this accident get me down and out any longer. 

This is really starting to get on my nerves and I know everyone means well but still…..  I eat I really do! So why does everyone have to follow me around to make sure I am stuffing food in my face all the time?  When I left the Navy I was sitting at a cushy 150-155, I had a nice round face, nice round booty, thunder thighs to boot.  I started to loose weight around Halloween 2007 and everyone started to become worried about me, saying OMG what is happening to Stephanie, something is wrong with her, she doesnt look right, this isnt healthy for her to be loosing weight like this.  Well I started back working April 14th where I was when I was on active duty and one of the doctors is constantly saying "are you eating?" "are you eating ENOUGH?" "your face is way too thin!" I have even had a full blood work up done because of having the weight coming off too fast back in Jan so I know I dont have a thyroid problem or any other underlying problem.  But geez, now I have my husband following me around with food shoving food in my mouth all the time saying if your going to be lifint weights you need to eat.  Like tonight I had one piece of pizza, I was full after that but NOOOOOOOOOOO he said you need to eat more than one piece so to satisfy him I ate another piece.  WTF…. why cant people just leave me alone.  I am eating, I eat breakfast, a snack, lunch, a snack and dinner.  GEEZ, get off my back!  Now i have him sitting here next to me on his laptop ordering some protein for me "just to make sure I am getting enough protein in my diet"  so I dont have to hear crap from anyone anymore!  Who would have thought trying to get in better shape would be such a PITA! I mean seriously!  Its almost easier to be fat and deal with just giving yourself a shot for diabeties than to get harassed by everyone!