Good Grief!
I fell off the wagon big time!!! Today is the first day of eating really really well that I have done since September 9th! When I fall, I fall BIG TIME…
I don’t know quite what happened. If I don’t stay completely on the straight and narrow during the process then I stray fairly easily. I’m tired of falling off the wagon and tired of being fat and tired of failing constantly. I have so many reasons to succeed - I don’t know if I am scared of succeeding because then I wouldn’t have an excuse to accept mediocrity anymore. Or whether I am just so firmly in the belief that I can’t succeed. Whatever it is, it is going to be one step at a time and I’ll succeed. I have just bought a swag of new little clothes ready for me to wear out and about with abs and a small butt!! I have to win!!!
November 19, 2007 at 3:50 am
You havent failed unless you quite trying. We all have times that we are not as consistant as we should be. We just do better the next day. Trying having a cheat meal once a week and see if that helps.