stayfitlovelife’s BodyBlog

I fell off the wagon big time!!! Today is the first day of eating really really well that I have done since September 9th!  When I fall, I fall BIG TIME…

I don’t know quite what happened.  If I don’t stay completely on the straight and narrow during the process then I stray fairly easily.  I’m tired of falling off the wagon and tired of being fat and tired of failing constantly.  I have so many reasons to succeed - I don’t know if I am scared of succeeding because then I wouldn’t have an excuse to accept mediocrity anymore.  Or whether I am just so firmly in the belief that I can’t succeed.  Whatever it is, it is going to be one step at a time and I’ll succeed.  I have just bought a swag of new little clothes ready for me to wear out and about with abs and a small butt!!  I have to win!!!