The challenge….
I really should utilize this blog as a means to let out my feelings,log my progress, etc. That way I can have a reference to look back on to see what needs improvement. I seriously need to commit myself to this even if it is only a couple of sentences a day, just to get into the habit. Recently I came upon a challenge to get cut and more healthy. I was still going to the gym consistently but my eating habits were getting out of control. I was binge eating like crazy. It was weird, like it just crept up on me. I noticed my pants were getting tight and I wasn’t happy! I needed to do something, so I joined the challenge and so far it has helped me to get back on the right path. It was so weird because right before I started binge eating I was starting to see my abs and a lot more definition in my body, It was like I was self- sabotaging. I wanted it so bad that maybe when it started happening I got scared of success and developed a way to mask it. Anyway, it has been eight days into the challenge for me and I already see a difference. Plus my pants are getting loose again. So I know by the 25th (picture day) I will have some progress! I know I will need to continue on so I am going to join round 2 and get the full three weeks to train …and I am going to kick butt! Maybe this was all I needed to stay motivated. I have been going it alone for a little over a year I think my motivation was in need of a little boost…Now that I have the push…lets see what I can do.
