Turkey Day
Okay so I thought…turkey not bad… mashed potatoes won’t be to bad….. stuffing just a little… ham will be okay…. green beans will be yummy….. yams just a little…. and a bit pumpkin pie…. BUT…I feel like I couldn’t stop eating turkey….. yesterday I felt fine and for breakfast and snacks I did really good…wanted to do bad but did really good….. but today I can’t stop thinking about what I did and am not doing so good. I feel really bad…like I put a bad drug in my body that I promised myself I wouldn’t. I don’t think I will ever be able to do Thanksgiving the same again… This really sucks because it is my favorite holiday. I want to get out of these blues that make me feel like I can’t do anything at all. That I failed and am a loser. I feel like I need to detox all over again and that was hard. Oh well here I come back on track…. I pray going home won’t be as bad on me because it would really suck.
Thanksgiving was totally awesome other than that. I enjoyed the food while it entered my mouth but now the cramping won’t stop. My tummy didn’t like it… I guess I will never be the same again. Oh well. I’m ready to stop feeling like crap getting back on the horse that bucked me off and trust that I have control. Here I come world! One hot Christian Army wife and mommy of 2! I’m not going to give up so easily big ugly green giant!!!!…lol. Yes I sound very crazy…lol. But that is okay. Smiles and Hugs to all….have an awesome day!!!!!!!!!
November 29, 2008 at 9:26 am
Turkey breast is VERY healthy! A great lean source of protein!! Perhaps your body was telling you something in that you were craving that?
November 29, 2008 at 10:44 am
I think that several of us overdid things. Don’t be too hard on yourself. I am sure you will be the Hot C.A.W. you talked about in no time.