feeling kinda yucky today
So today was supposed to be a pretty good day. I got to talk to my husband and spend some time with him on the internet….but then my day went on. Didn’t go to the gym today just took a lax day but now I feel lazy and like crap… I want to just see what it will be like when I get to were I want to be so bad…. I’m not giving up I’m just disappointed at times at what I see in the mirror. I want what I can picture in my mind. You would think that losing 4 lbs in a week would be fine with me…I lost it all by eating clean and working out too. I just still feel so down and out. I want the body that I WANT and I’m not happy with where I’m at…. I still think I am beautiful but I just see so many other beautiful women and long for what I know I can achieve. I don’t know if anyone else has had this frustration but I do. Please if any advice or just up lifters anyone can give that would be awesome.
November 13, 2008 at 10:33 pm
Patience is an uncommon virtue. I am sorry to hear that you are struggling. You clearly want it and the first, last and most important step is starting. The in between that yields progress is the consistency. Take care and good luck.
November 14, 2008 at 12:17 am
You gotta take it one workout at a time. Think of each one as getting you closer to your goal. I have learned that in the past couple months, and I have learned it from people on this site who have achieved what you and I want to achieve…