Gawlly Gee
Okay so today was really good until after my workout with my amazing trainer and talking to my awesome husband. Sometimes I wish the whole day could be good without any mood swings. Stupid woman hormones are making me mad. My son broke a friends tile on her very nice patio set…I have no idea how to handle him at times. He is so loving most of the time but he just sometimes is just plain sneaky and disobedient. He would never do this if Jas were here. I know it has to do in part because he misses his daddy. It is discouraging.
Then I was driving to Indiana and I did so good with my clean eating…I had a chicken sandwich on whole wheat bread no processed meat! But then i mindlessly ate two chicken nuggets that I had gotten for my sons. I didn’t know how habitual eating was for me…bored and driving. Well I guess I have lots of squats and cardio to get rid of the crap that is going to add to my butt. I just feel horrible right now. Baby if you read this I miss you so much and I hope I get to love on you soon. I made it to Indiana. You are so awesome. My sessions don’t start until 6:30pm so I am going to leave around 5:30pm. Y’all if you have any encouragement to help me smile it will be gladfuly welcomed.
Loves Sonya
God give me strength and peace please…
November 6, 2008 at 11:49 pm
ok.. well i’m not your hubby but if i can offer you one piece of advice it would be to give yourself credit for what you have already done, hun! you only had TWO chicken nuggets.. you COULD have had 4 or 6 and NOT had the good chicken sandwich! and you had a GREAT workout.. don’t forget to give yourself a pat on the back every day to remind yourself that you’re doing the best that you can. You’re human! =)
now i just need to follow my own advice.. haha =)
November 7, 2008 at 12:03 am
Ahhh, sweety. You did great today. You had a wonderful workout and a time of fellowship with your trainer, and then myself. You had a lot to get done today, and you did it ALL. You have two beautiful boys (that I helped make) who are at the age where they will ALWAYS test your water and your sanity. Nothing less can be expected. You did good sweet heart. Two thumbs and two toes up.
November 7, 2008 at 12:09 am
Sonja, I agree with both FP and KillerMedic…both of whom are friends of mine. Do your best and forget the rest. Celebrate the small victories and enjoy the great life God has given you. Every day is a great gift…to be unwrapped and savored. You have come a long ways under tough circumstances…husband away and you with two small male handfuls. You are doing well. Keep it up and keep smiling.
November 10, 2008 at 7:41 pm
Its just chicken nuggets under the bridge. It happened. Don’t stress it. You are doing GREAT!