Hard morning
So today has been a rough morning. Slept hard last night but wish my husband was here and not in so much danger sometimes. I miss him like the dickins and can’t do anything about ti. The only great thing that seems to come from the frustration of him being gone is I’m so pissed off and determined during my workouts guess the stress is someway in part a motivator to me. This morning I didn’t want to eat or drink water at all the thought made me kind of nauseous at tall but I knew I had to because the last week I have hardly eaten anything but sugar free jello and I have an appointment with my trainer. Oh Lord grant me strength for this day. Jason baby if you read this I love you and miss you something fearce. I cant’ wait to hug and kiss you. All my love. Sonya
November 5, 2008 at 5:22 pm
Its amaziing how you can convert stress and anger into great workout fuel, plus its a great way to get rid of it. Get as POd as you want at those weights, etc. Its good for you in more ways than one!