No go and beef quality
I haven’t been to the gym since the end of September. It has been very hard for me to find time in my schedule to make it there. We have taken our oldest son out of daycare because of rising costs so now I have two kids home with me while Michael is working. The past few weeks I have been getting things ready for my youngest to have her first bday party. It was great. Everyone had a blast. We did have a little drama from a family member but over all it was a great party! She looked beautiful and the decorations looked awesome! Our little princess had a party in style! *LOL* As far as the police academy is concerned…it is a no go for now. All the surrounding cities have froze hiring processes and I can’t get anywhere. Hopefully things will change in the next few months. I think I deserved to take some time off from training ebcause I trained so hard to..well..get no where. I am now going to have to break from the second shift schedule and get my arse to the gym while the rest of the clan is sleeping. This is going to be a challange for me. It is either continue to loose what I gained or face up to the cold loomy weather in the early morning hours and get to the gym! I hate cold! *LOL* I have hardly any bodyfat to protect me anymore. I want to crank that baby up to 75 degrees but I know Michael would flip out! I posted some stats like my current weight and measurements. As you can see I am now loosing muscle mass per my vaca from working out. You can only do so much at home! *LOL* Cardio has been no problem with a 3 1/2 yr old and a now 1 yr old begining to walk. My one year old weighs about 23 lbs so I can use her for some weight training but even then it isn’t enough. I will post new pictures of me. My abs are about the only thing that isn’t suffering from the vaca. *LOL* I have to shop in the little girls department anymore for clothes at least at Kohls. The junior selection only goes to small and I am more of a xsmall. In a way I like it but others…not so great because I know it is muscle mass I am loosing…:( I am weening my little one off breast milk and that has become tragety as well. I have gumbballs for breasts! AK! if only I could afford implants I would be set! HA HA HA. Michael said it is not the size of the meat that counts…it is the quality. I get what he is saying but hey…I am not happy. I have always had big boobs! Oh well. Hopefully I can begining working out and get muscle back in other areas that are lacking. I will keep you all posted on the academy.
April 15, 2009 at 2:32 am
Aww…sweetie, don’t let it get you down. I still get to see them ….right?? Rest is a good thing but now you need to get up and run for the police academy test on Friday. RUN RUN RUN!!