sizzahanz’s BodyBlog

That’s what my trainer calls these upcoming weeks. She got me started on my 2 a days yesterday and cut my diet again. She texts me throughout the day, encouraging and chastising me. She won’t tell me what’s coming up, but said I may be sleeping on the couch at home (doing that already   I’m excited, yet somewhat afraid…lol We’ll see what she puts me through to get me ready…

…you wake up at 5am to ‘hit’ the gym…you cook 4 meals in one sitting…you think pain is a gain…you dissect every food down to the macronutrients…you buy your shirts a size too small…your recycle bin is full of water bottles…all you can think of is your next meal in 3 hours…you have more sweatsuits than dress suits…your clothes are divided not by winter or summer but by contest prep and off season…all you think about is your next split…your supplement cabinet looks like an aisle in GNC…you take more pills than you can count…you are a bodybuilder…