4 Days Out!!
Oh good God I can smell the pizza already! Stupid freaking butterflies in my stomach just increased in size, probably from all the freaking salt/water/carbs I had yesterday! I cannot believe how many little things I have left to do before this friday! Wheeew! Where to start?
Let the mindgames begin! As if they hadn’t already started right? So I’m doing figure, I’m sitting at 7% or just below, why the hell do I still look fat in the mirror?? WTH? I’ve been looking at to many contest pics I guess. Seriously, anyone who competes, are you really ever 100% happy with how you look?? I was one time, the last bodybuilding show I did. I was happy with how I looked.
Stupid freaking mind games! Since I loaded everything on the menu last night, today is my first lo-carb day until Friday.
Nothing will really happen until thursday when I go to lo-sodium/lo-water. I dry up quick so I can’t really totally drop water. But I will decrease it friday/saturday. It does make a huge difference in my physique. Off to the gym!
