sin2424’s BodyBlog

Yeah that’s right, I got told yesterday by my coaches that they are worried a little cause I am about 4 weeks ahead of schedule and they are worried i will drop some of my newly acquired muscle.  Now if you have read my blog at all, you know I suffer from a very slow thyroid, and not even that, it is hashimoto’s diasease, whoich unlike being hypothyridic>>>i have the worse version cause I got it when I was 6.  I have always been on medication and always will…….that aside, I am ahead of schedule on leaning out.  That is funny cause I never ever thought that was possible.  I am the one who usually has to do 4 hours of cardio just to catch up.  Anyways I just wanted to say I feel good, and now I guess I get to be the one who’s worried now about being too hard.  I was always envious of them, and now I see from a different perspective it’s just as bad if not worse.  Yeah you may look shredded, but your placing may suffer.  Anyways I am under 10 weeks out now, and I am thrilled that at least my bodyfat is low.  woo hoo

ok so tonight i am writing about the fashion world.  ok so i know that on bodybuilding.com and in my world there are tons of fitness girls, but i need to come to the realization that in actuality there are very few of us.  That said i suppose we don’t have the largest market to design for.  But couldn’t tere be one high end designer that embraces a female with lats?  Ok so I went to gucci, dolce, prada, and a few more today, and the sales women almost laughed me outta the store. I am 5′10" and a size 6 but i have lats and i have a boobjob and I have hamhocks for legs….so……NOTHING fits me.  One of the sales women even said>>>>>>ewwww whatever you are doing with your back, stop doing it, your making it too huge.  So I decided to say screw it and pass me the bikinis and we will see how gross I am.  I went inside and changed, came out and was like what?n  still gross?  My brother was like….even the bikinis don’t fir you (triangle was too small for the ta ta’s)…….anyways was I mad? or sad? or upset?  If I was a normal girl I guess, but I am going around this.  Anything I like I am taking pictures of now, and my brother hooked me up with these fantastic dedisngers that said they can make anything I want, and even better, and anyway I want it.  so there! I am gonna just get my own wardrobe.  Problem is….I change sizes constantly! HAHA, this could get pricey!  So I will say it again….this is one expensive hobby!

So that’s it.  that is what I am saying tonight!  Night my peeps in bodybuilding land!

Ok I am back in action.  I am going to try and write evry other night if not every night in the hopes of this being my little record of how my contest prepo turns out.  I am 10 weeks, 6 days…..156 pounds, 13% bodyfat……….and to most people that may sound like a lot of weight.but I am 5′10", and I swear I look tiny.  Sometimes I am not even sure i look like i have muscle, but that might be bodydysmorphia.  I feel like a little pion.  I even told my coaches maybe I shouldn’t be in figure, maybe I should be in bikini, and they died laughing.  I just don’t have the uperbody that most girls competing have, but it’s funny cause my muscle must be pretty darn dense……….cause today I went and tried on clothes..you know girls how fun it is when you start to lean out……..and I am a size 6.  5′10" and a ^ and 156 pounds/.  I still don’t get it.  Anyways I am going to come in around 145 for the show, and look shredded and small.  Oh well, I always look bigger on stage. 

Oh got some hot Prada heels and a pair of balenciaga ones, plus a pair of jeans, and a pair of hot black mini shorts.  I did good!  Ok off to bed…….let’s hope this tunrns into a ritual now.  write then bed.  At least it will keep my thoughts off of food!