sin2424’s BodyBlog

big dilemna that I don’t have to decide now, but will need to decide in the future.  Do I do Junior Nationals or continue "building" and just wait and do the USA’s?  I think I may be leaning to waiting and just doing the usa’s.  I am really into my off season and building a better shape, and I think I can bring an amazing package, if I just wait and take my time.  I don’t know, I have 15 more weeks till I gotta make a decsion, and then whatever it is I will stick to it and go!  I am kinda anxious to lean out, but at the same time, it’s winter coming, and why not be a little chunkier, if it means I will win.  ok any advice I could totally use.

So it was birthday yeterday and I turned 31!  yippee!  Ok so you might ask what I did!  I went to a website launch party on saturday night for my friend’s fitness site, and that was at a club, and it was her birthday too.  I turned down alcohol and red velvet cake!  I should egt some kind of gold medal…..(and I’m not dieting people, I am bulking, and I still can’ have it!  hehe)…………..and then on sunday my big birthday gift to myself was not to do my cardio first thing in the morning, instead I woke up on schedule ate my meals, and went back to bed for 3 hours, only to wake up at 9.  Oh and I still did my cardio at night, but at least I treated myself to a little sleep.  Oh and I got 10 deep tissue massages from the st. regis, from my mom and dad.  Best gift ever!  I got a lot of other things, but that was the best thing ever!!!!!

 And now here we go again!  another week to grow grow grow!  That’s all I care about and that’s the only thing that is important.  I didn’t eat anything off my diet plan on my birthday>>>>>>>>>
that’s how much I want my pro card!  I am a one track mind kinda girl! 

Ok so fired a maid that was stealing, changed gyms and am in a very happy and clean gym, met someone, and all in all am loving life.  I am even going to go out and have a few cocktails on saturday…I only drink maybe once or twice a year, so I’m gonna do it up.  Plus it is my birthday…big 31 so I deserve it.  2009 will hopefully be a big changing year for me.  Going to Nationals, buying a home, and really starting to have a soid base of clients.  I don’t so much care about relationships, as not one of my biggest goals.  First I just wanna get my very first home which I have been saving for, and I want my pro card!  Ok so if you don’t know, I live in Newport Beach, where a shack is a milion dollars, so with real estate not doing so well, it is allowing me to get a place that normally I couldn’t afford.  That being said, I have saved my ass off, and am buying a house that’s over 500,000!  not too bad for a personal trainer!!  I tell people…there is a lot of money to be had in this business!  You just gotta save since it is a cash business, and if you do that, you wont believe how much you will make.  I just take 50% of every check and I deposit it in my savings account.  Now it does help that I have no debt, I have no bills, and my parents pay for all my supps and fod.  That said, as of 4 months from right now, I will be 100% out in the world by myself, which is what I have been working for!  No I am not spoiled……..I moved home because my parenst got sick (mom with breast cancer and father had 2 new hips put in, plus my little brother is handicap and he had 2 new shoulders at the same time)……………and I did once fend for myself.  I was a practicing attorney and owned my own law firm and owned a home in NE.  Nebraska and here though are two entirely different economical scales, and I couldn’t afford to buy when I moved back, plus I moved back to take care of them.

Ok I gotta stop rambling, but I just come on here to write!  Anyways thanks for reading and listening I guess.  Night everybody!