sin2424’s BodyBlog

So I am back from the usa’s and it was freaking fantastic!  I placed 7th in Figurw F……….and couldn’t be happier!  I walked off stage at prejudging and broke down and started crying!  Seriously I can’t even cry at funerals, wouldn’t shed a tear if I cut my hand in half…….but the emotion overtook me and I was a bawling! I don’t think I have ever even seen my coaches that happy.  I felt amaing and want to thank everyone who ever even gave me any positive feedback.  It was a very unexprected surprise to place that high at my first usa’s, and honesty next to the women that were in my class I am even more shocked.  I am one of the smallest competitiors in the tal class, but I held my own!  Oh and I also did a photoshoot friday before, so as soon as I get some of those I will totally post them.  Ok so I gotta go eat, but I will post more later!  WOO FREAKING HOO!  I am on a high!

Well it’s here…….and I acan’t believe it.  I have never been soooo excited for one show.  I worked on all the things the judges told me from the junior nationals…….like>>suit did not enhance physique….check…I knew that and I got a new top being made as we speak.  Too muscular>>>>>>>we don’t get that one so let’s skip it.. (on a side note my coaches believe it is too conditioned cause in reality I do need more back and quad! 3. thick waist………..well with the vhange of the suit and me widdling the thing down and I am coming in even leaner…….hopefully it will look no so thick!  My coaches say it is just because I have too much definition in my obliques and we need to soften it up.  h and need to balance out the top with the bottom.  We are working on that, and it already looks better!  Ok so ready to go!  Plus this is in Vegas baby, and I am having my whole family there (minus my crazy sister)………no matter…..I got all the people who love me, which is all that matters!  Plus it is my officialy end to my on season, and the start of my uber hectic off season.  I have my sis wedding the weekend after, then a week later i get new boobs, then im going to north americans to cheer on a buddy, then come back and buy a home! woo hoo, busy times!

ok so back to work.  I did posing practice today and for the first time I realy felt realy good.  I am currently trying to hold on at 7% bodyfat, and my coaches assure me that even though I am small, i will be best conditioned in my class, as long as we can hold to the muscle i got!  every day we inch forward! so barely any cardio for me……….I walk for like 30 min at a snails pace and that is only cause i bitch that I have to do something.  I also train very very heavy right now….might as well try and build while i am dieting since the cardio is nixed!  Anyways I am rearing and ready to go.  I need all my cheerleaders!!  anyone going by any chance??>>

So I don’t want to post a long old blog about the junior nationals.  it was fun, i learned a lot, especially what not to wear, and don’t let the moderator freak you out.  I also learned my stomach problems a little better, and how much carbs i can have before my tummy begins to bloat.  So all in all….great trip.  Judges had amaing things to say, and although when I came off the stage I was like no usa’s for me, after listening to them, I will be competing I think.  As of right now I am planned and training and dieting to go.  So anyways thanks for all my supporters and fans, and sorry I promise I will be better than ever and ready for usa’s.  muah

so I’m officially here….crunch time, and to my surprise i don’t have much to crunch.  Had posing practice today and my coaches say I am there, and are more worried that I will lose some size so we are trying to hold on for 4 more weeks.  I don’t even now what to do with myself anymore…I only am gonna train for 30 min with 0 minutes of cardio….hit it hard and preserve what I got.  I guess I need to reflect a bit back on the year.  I bulked up and took the entire year off, and actually I can’t say that I put on THAT much size, I really just changed my shape.  I am very tal, and with that said, symmetry seems to be a problem for the taller girls.  I worked on perfecting mine more by bringing down my legs which have always been big, broadening my shoulders and widening my back….now I have the shape but I lack the thickness.  I have a god foundation i guess is how I am trying to put it.  I feel terribly small though, which I find funny cause I am sitting right at 146 pounds and am around 9.5% bodyfat.  Sounds big but I am so petitie right now.  I am wearing a 4 in pants and I am 5′10!  Anyways so my shape is there and I am very satisfied with what I have accomplished although I would love to have come out a bit thicker.  So I guess it just makes me more excited for next year.  So I am doing the junior nationals then the USA’s and then 2 weeks later I am getting me some new boobs, oh and next week a new car.  Then after I recover I am running out and buying a new house.  So all and all, 2009 is a big year for me, and 2010 is going to be that much better.  Maybe in 2010 I will even be ready to have a relationship cause as it stands right now I have no interest.  Guys seem to ask me out a lot, and to those women who wonder why they never get asked out……they should take note.  Act like you don’t give a crap (which is funny cause I don’t) and the men will surround you begging you to go out.  I swear ladies it’s the secret!

Ok so that is my ramble and now I am enjoying my cup of hot water with cinnamon…….it’s my version of hot tea, and it stabilizes the blood sugar plus makes you feel all warm and ready for bed.  It is my little dieting secret so anyone can try it.  I have lots of little tips and I should write a book cause mine are super wacky and creative.  Maybe I will.  ciao peeps

Ok so on sunday I started my first posing practice and did my unveiling for my coaches to see where we are.  So it was my one coaches birthday, and let me explain that as much as I love this man on a friendship and personal basis, when it comes to him being my coach, all you want to do is impress him.  He knows his shit well.  He said to prepare cause he is not nice and he is honest!  Anyways so it was his birthday and he walks in the room and he was like….hell yeah………sin you just gave me the best birthday present ever, cause last night I was a little worried about youur legs……..now, they are your strongest bodypart.  lucky me…….figure shoulders and back are much more important, but I am happy never the less.  He also told my other coach to check out my back….for 7 weeks out I guess it looked real good.  I was happy all in all with my assessment.  The only flaw in my figure they can see if my tummy.  See I have a six pack, veins and all that look amazing, first thing in the morning…then as soon as my cardio is done…….my tummy bloats out and turns into a solid huge mass that rarely goes down the rest of the day.  I have decided it is definitely something to do with my iuntestines cause it is very painful.  I assured them though, that day of the show, if we go for no food or water we will be fine.  I have done it before, and with just a little white rice and boiled chicken I can make it through.  The monent I try and eat a rice cake or heaven for bid I take a bite of a protein bar…..all bets are off and it grows!  It is what it is, and to me it’s really no big deal, so I took a pic of myself this morning for him and showed him how flat my tummy was, and he was like pohew….thank god….hasd me worried!

So anyways I am ready for junior nationals, and i look better than I ever have.  I posted a new progress pic, but it looks nothing like how I look.  Thought I would take a more bloated one and fuller, just to throw some people off a bit.  He he…………anyways sweet dreams, and whoever isn’t dieting or coming off a show…….eat some chocolate cake for me.  I haven’t had a single gram of sugar in 18 months.  I haven’t actualy eaten in a restuarant really either unless you include lettuce or steamed broccoli since last july……..I am definitely gonna need this break.  My sisters wedding is the weekend after the usa’s, so you know where your gonna find me………back near the wedding cake and the bar!  Can’t wait!

Ok so on sunday I started my first posing practice and did my unveiling for my coaches to see where we are.  So it was my one coaches birthday, and let me explain that as much as I love this man on a friendship and personal basis, when it comes to him being my coach, all you want to do is impress him.  He knows his shit well.  He said to prepare cause he is not nice and he is honest!  Anyways so it was his birthday and he walks in the room and he was like….hell yeah………sin you just gave me the best birthday present ever, cause last night I was a little worried about youur legs……..now, they are your strongest bodypart.  lucky me…….figure shoulders and back are much more important, but I am happy never the less.  He also told my other coach to check out my back….for 7 weeks out I guess it looked real good.  I was happy all in all with my assessment.  The only flaw in my figure they can see if my tummy.  See I have a six pack, veins and all that look amazing, first thing in the morning…then as soon as my cardio is done…….my tummy bloats out and turns into a solid huge mass that rarely goes down the rest of the day.  I have decided it is definitely something to do with my iuntestines cause it is very painful.  I assured them though, that day of the show, if we go for no food or water we will be fine.  I have done it before, and with just a little white rice and boiled chicken I can make it through.  The monent I try and eat a rice cake or heaven for bid I take a bite of a protein bar…..all bets are off and it grows!  It is what it is, and to me it’s really no big deal, so I took a pic of myself this morning for him and showed him how flat my tummy was, and he was like pohew….thank god….hasd me worried!

So anyways I am ready for junior nationals, and i look better than I ever have.  I posted a new progress pic, but it looks nothing like how I look.  Thought I would take a more bloated one and fuller, just to throw some people off a bit.  He he…………anyways sweet dreams, and whoever isn’t dieting or coming off a show…….eat some chocolate cake for me.  I haven’t had a single gram of sugar in 18 months.  I haven’t actualy eaten in a restuarant really either unless you include lettuce or steamed broccoli since last july……..I am definitely gonna need this break.  My sisters wedding is the weekend after the usa’s, so you know where your gonna find me………back near the wedding cake and the bar!  Can’t wait!

Ok so on sunday I started my first posing practice and did my unveiling for my coaches to see where we are.  So it was my one coaches birthday, and let me explain that as much as I love this man on a friendship and personal basis, when it comes to him being my coach, all you want to do is impress him.  He knows his shit well.  He said to prepare cause he is not nice and he is honest!  Anyways so it was his birthday and he walks in the room and he was like….hell yeah………sin you just gave me the best birthday present ever, cause last night I was a little worried about youur legs……..now, they are your strongest bodypart.  lucky me…….figure shoulders and back are much more important, but I am happy never the less.  He also told my other coach to check out my back….for 7 weeks out I guess it looked real good.  I was happy all in all with my assessment.  The only flaw in my figure they can see if my tummy.  See I have a six pack, veins and all that look amazing, first thing in the morning…then as soon as my cardio is done…….my tummy bloats out and turns into a solid huge mass that rarely goes down the rest of the day.  I have decided it is definitely something to do with my iuntestines cause it is very painful.  I assured them though, that day of the show, if we go for no food or water we will be fine.  I have done it before, and with just a little white rice and boiled chicken I can make it through.  The monent I try and eat a rice cake or heaven for bid I take a bite of a protein bar…..all bets are off and it grows!  It is what it is, and to me it’s really no big deal, so I took a pic of myself this morning for him and showed him how flat my tummy was, and he was like pohew….thank god….hasd me worried!

So anyways I am ready for junior nationals, and i look better than I ever have.  I posted a new progress pic, but it looks nothing like how I look.  Thought I would take a more bloated one and fuller, just to throw some people off a bit.  He he…………anyways sweet dreams, and whoever isn’t dieting or coming off a show…….eat some chocolate cake for me.  I haven’t had a single gram of sugar in 18 months.  I haven’t actualy eaten in a restuarant really either unless you include lettuce or steamed broccoli since last july……..I am definitely gonna need this break.  My sisters wedding is the weekend after the usa’s, so you know where your gonna find me………back near the wedding cake and the bar!  Can’t wait!

Yeah that’s right, I got told yesterday by my coaches that they are worried a little cause I am about 4 weeks ahead of schedule and they are worried i will drop some of my newly acquired muscle.  Now if you have read my blog at all, you know I suffer from a very slow thyroid, and not even that, it is hashimoto’s diasease, whoich unlike being hypothyridic>>>i have the worse version cause I got it when I was 6.  I have always been on medication and always will…….that aside, I am ahead of schedule on leaning out.  That is funny cause I never ever thought that was possible.  I am the one who usually has to do 4 hours of cardio just to catch up.  Anyways I just wanted to say I feel good, and now I guess I get to be the one who’s worried now about being too hard.  I was always envious of them, and now I see from a different perspective it’s just as bad if not worse.  Yeah you may look shredded, but your placing may suffer.  Anyways I am under 10 weeks out now, and I am thrilled that at least my bodyfat is low.  woo hoo

ok so tonight i am writing about the fashion world.  ok so i know that on bodybuilding.com and in my world there are tons of fitness girls, but i need to come to the realization that in actuality there are very few of us.  That said i suppose we don’t have the largest market to design for.  But couldn’t tere be one high end designer that embraces a female with lats?  Ok so I went to gucci, dolce, prada, and a few more today, and the sales women almost laughed me outta the store. I am 5′10" and a size 6 but i have lats and i have a boobjob and I have hamhocks for legs….so……NOTHING fits me.  One of the sales women even said>>>>>>ewwww whatever you are doing with your back, stop doing it, your making it too huge.  So I decided to say screw it and pass me the bikinis and we will see how gross I am.  I went inside and changed, came out and was like what?n  still gross?  My brother was like….even the bikinis don’t fir you (triangle was too small for the ta ta’s)…….anyways was I mad? or sad? or upset?  If I was a normal girl I guess, but I am going around this.  Anything I like I am taking pictures of now, and my brother hooked me up with these fantastic dedisngers that said they can make anything I want, and even better, and anyway I want it.  so there! I am gonna just get my own wardrobe.  Problem is….I change sizes constantly! HAHA, this could get pricey!  So I will say it again….this is one expensive hobby!

So that’s it.  that is what I am saying tonight!  Night my peeps in bodybuilding land!

Ok I am back in action.  I am going to try and write evry other night if not every night in the hopes of this being my little record of how my contest prepo turns out.  I am 10 weeks, 6 days…..156 pounds, 13% bodyfat……….and to most people that may sound like a lot of weight.but I am 5′10", and I swear I look tiny.  Sometimes I am not even sure i look like i have muscle, but that might be bodydysmorphia.  I feel like a little pion.  I even told my coaches maybe I shouldn’t be in figure, maybe I should be in bikini, and they died laughing.  I just don’t have the uperbody that most girls competing have, but it’s funny cause my muscle must be pretty darn dense……….cause today I went and tried on clothes..you know girls how fun it is when you start to lean out……..and I am a size 6.  5′10" and a ^ and 156 pounds/.  I still don’t get it.  Anyways I am going to come in around 145 for the show, and look shredded and small.  Oh well, I always look bigger on stage. 

Oh got some hot Prada heels and a pair of balenciaga ones, plus a pair of jeans, and a pair of hot black mini shorts.  I did good!  Ok off to bed…….let’s hope this tunrns into a ritual now.  write then bed.  At least it will keep my thoughts off of food!