Different Perspective

Ok, so I have been very faithful to my exercise and eating very well.  I have seriously cut my portions down to half!  I have been eating small 100-300 calorie meals every 3 hours.  I feel so much better, I feel as though i’m moving around nicely.  Regardless, the scale hasn’t budged much, It has not been merciful nor forgiving of anything.  I have even cut out most drinks besides water, decreasing my personal daily calories by a minimum of 500! 

Ok, so I decided not to worry much bout the pounds because i could be gaining some muscle.  So after some weeks I took another picture and compared it last night.

…baffled…I just stared…my heart sunk…I turned off the monitor and headed to bed.  Dissapointed.

I honestly thought i was doing soooo good, better than I ever had been before, more motivation, more discipline.  It has been over a month, I figured something should show.

Strange thing is i can look at my body in the first person and I could swear that i see the difference. 

Regardless of what has taken place, i refuse to walk by what i see, or be moved by what has not happened.  I am determined to do this, and to walk by faith.  I WILL MAKE IT. 

I worked diligently at becoming obese, and so I will counter that work with efficiency, determination, dilligence, discipline, and a desire that nothing else in my life can match.

Even if i have to kick, scream, and cry through my workouts, I am gonna get there!