I’m renewing my commitment…..the results will speak for themselves
I feel kinda dumb right now but it also feels right to put it out there….Some of you might know that recently I have been under the greatest amount of stress in my life!!(it has to do with my youngest daughter) and well….lets say that i am definitely a STRESS EATER and where some people actually have difficulty eating while stressed —Im the opposite.
As if holiday pounds are not difficult enough to deal with my STRESS began CHRISTMAS EVE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!So, combine all that and here I am ….173(up from where I was plateaued at 168)
I have decided though that from this moment— 9:17 p.m to be exact—MARCH 7, 2009 I am going to RENEW my dedication —even more that the first time. I will lose 2 pounds a week and weigh in every SUNDAY….I will continue this until I am 135 and then decide if I want to stay at that weight or continue to lose.
Believe it or not, I wear my weight well….at 135 I still have the nice curves that I dont want to lose but any smaller and I feel too skinny…my face gets too thin…I actually prefer to be just alittle on the rounder side…but, right now I am teetering on the edge of dumpy looking fat broad lol…. dont get me wrong —I never stopped exercising and for the most part I am firm and solid….but I am a VERY VOLUPTOUS size 15/16 hahaha and its no fun because all the really stylish clothes that I love really only go to a size 13/14 and so I can SQUEEZE into them but it looks ridiculous….muffin top and camel toe lol….so, even though I will be happy to comfortably select any size 13 off the racks —-I will breeze past my goals until I am a very happy sexy size 9 ….I know most women here on bodyspace that look the absolute best are probably like a size 3 or 5 but believe it or not I am happier wearing a 9…I like a big booty and firm strong legs —-as long as my belly will be flat and I will look feminine and sexxxy
Well…every Sunday I will absolutely write in my blog and most certainly report that I reached (or surpassed) my goals…soon, I will be able to really help others win their war on fat too!!
March 9, 2009 at 4:47 am
I know your pain. I have three daughters and the stress gets overwhelming. Good luck on your new goals. You are a very pretty lady even if you don’t lose weight. Don’t be too hard on yourself.