Raw Soldier 120

In the Navy, there is a three strikes your out policy when it comes to weigh in!  Well, after nine years of a clean slate and passing all my weigh ins, I failed one!  Being kicked out of the Navy for drugs or being an alcoholic is pretty bad…but being booted out of the service is worse.  So, what this means is every weigh in from here on out has to be the better than the best.  I needed to be in or around 36% body fat and they stated that I was at 42%!  YIKES!  I knew that I was a big girl, but I never really felt obese until today.  There were three guys in the room with me and all of them went quiet as if they did not know what to say.  What a horrible feeling!  Anywho…I just got back from a nice long walk and realized the fat is not going to budge with walking and the eliptical alone…I must start running again!

I probably spelled that wrong…but I have been enjoying the hell out of that machine…I used to only be able to do ten minutes on it….which I was then told is only a warm up…thirty minutes made me want to cry…but now I have been able to do 65 minutes non stop for the past two weeks…now to get my meals in order and I am on the way…current weight…212lbs!

That is right, did anyone see the movie G I JANE…remember the sexy DEMI MOORE strutting her stuff and holding strong being the only woman working with SEALS!  Yup!  I am now in that position! Go figure…after not being on here for almost 6 months…I am back heavier than before but this time I will be working out with SEALS for the next 3 years! In fact, I am off to workout in the next ten minutes….Wow!  I finally sucked it up and bought a digital camera…so I have photos to upload and I have a camcorder….so I have a whole lot of updating to do!  Thank you all for everthing!