Seeing the positive instead of the negative!
Monday, March 16th, 2009I haven’t been in the gym since last Tuesday. That is almost 1 week of pure hell. My back has been hurting so bad that I felt I needed to take some extended time off and give it a really good break. Tonight I break my vow of celibacy on the iron and am going to get back in there and work chest. I am still going to take it easy because I am still in pain, but damn if I am going to take anymore time away. I cannot WAIT to hit that iron tonight! This day is just dragging by because that’s all I can think about!
Having this injury has certainly been a HUGELY depressing challenge for me, but I am seeing a silver lining as well. First of all- I appreciate myself when I am healthy SO MUCH MORE now that I can’t do everything I want to do. Being able to lift heavy, work out hard, and do all the physical daily activities I want is a HUGE blessing! You never really see that until you lose it, huh? I promise when I feel better I will appreciate my body so much more!!
The other good thing to come of this is that I am going to be changing things up a bit and am so excited about that!! I am going to add some cardio back into the mix. I stopped all cardio about a month ago to really focus on bulking and adding quality muscle. I think that was a good thing- but I am ready to move this body in new ways again. I feel thick and not in a good way. I’ve avoided weighing myself because I knew that would send me over the edge. I’m sure I’m up a few pounds due to eating more calories and adding creatine into my routine…. Don’t need to see it on the scale! I’d like to drop a little fat and see what this new muscle I’ve added actually looks like! Just in time for shorts and short sleeve weather to find its way back to Minnesota!! I also started a round of Animal Cuts to help with that. I love Cuts! I always feel so awesome when I take it. I kicked off the addition of cardio with 30 minutes on the Elliptical at 5:30am this morning. Even though I really hate when that alarm goes off when it is still dark and way too early I do love the way I feel after doing cardio in the morning. I hate leaving cardio for the evening. Lifting- now that’s a different story. I really hate lifting in the morning and love doing it at night! I guess that means I was MADE for 2-a-days, right!?! Cardio in the morning, iron in the evening, ain’t life just grand?!?!
So- with that update on me I’ll leave you to the rest of your day, with just a small request to wrap things up. If you are so inclined please send me positive vibes that my back will get better soon. I am still in a fair amount of pain when I bend forward or twist to the right. I am going with the thought that it is just a muscle strain and am trying to be gentle with myself. There may have to be a doctor visit in my future but since it has only been not quite 2 weeks I’ll wait and see if it heals on it’s own for a bit yet. I didn’t really take care of myself the 1st week of this injury (because I didn’t really realize I was injured) but now that I am taking care of myself hopefully I’ll see things get better day by day.
Train hard everyone! Extra hard for the girl who wishes more than anything she could too!






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