Stay positive girl!
I’m staying the course, even though my frustration is trying to railroad my positivity.Every week the scale goes up alittle more.Terrifying actually to think,"I’m doing everything right".And still it goes up.I balance that thought out with "if you weren’t doing everything right can you imagine how big you’d be. It’s just I feel as though my vision is being taken ,and I’m fighting like a warrrior to save it.I atleast have gotten to the point where I’m not mean to myself,which is huge.Embracing the parts of my body that actually look a little better with a little more meat on them. LOL,I had my thyroid levels done on tues ,I upped my levoxyl myself today(Sorry Doc) ,I had to throw myself a rope.If the weight starts to move again then ,well I saved myself.Stay positive girl,there’s no other way to reach the vision.
May 22, 2009 at 5:50 am
Could it be your gaining Muscle !!!
May 22, 2009 at 9:34 am
That’s the key! Stay positive and focused and don’t be so hard on yourself. we are always our own worst critics.
May 27, 2009 at 5:58 am
Hey girl! Always let positivity prevail. It’s OK to drive yourself but think of how many things you have been successful at. Don’t beat yourself up so much. You are amazingly beautiful and have so much to offer all of us here.
More importantly though, I’m glad you’re figuring out the thyroid level thing.
How about if you just took a break from the scale for a couple of weeks and just go by your mirror and how you feel.
-Dez
June 23, 2009 at 5:28 am
Thanks Dez.I think your right