scorpion42’s BodyBlog

Got the results back ,finally on Joe’s last set of tests.Came back as Glycogen storage Disease.We are so lucky.If it has to be any type of liver disease ,as strange as it sounds.This was the one to get.He has the least invasive,level 9.Which basically means that  he will always have a very large liver,will never be able to take part in contact sports.Basically has to make sure he eats every 2-3 hrs to keep his glycogen  up because he can’t store it and if he gets the stomache bug to make sure he somehow maintains a constant flow of food or drink items coming in so he won’t have a hyperglycemic siezure.Fially I can Breathe.

Trying to keep it together,trying to stay focused and excited but the past year and a half has been  a roller coaster ride and I just want to get off and have life as usual . No news on Joe yet.It’s really taking it’s toll.He lost another 2 lbs The Dr’s just take their sweet ass time and get pissed  when I keep calling for results and stuff.I get "we’ll call you when they are in"WTF!!! IT"S BEEN 5 WKS,THIS IS MY CHILD AHHHHHH !!!!Some one listen to me!!!!!I DEfinately think it’s the stress that has me holding on to weight  cause I’m killing my self at the gym and the diet is super clean.So I’ve decided just to keep with what I’m doing working hard, eating clean at some point something will flip."HOPEFULLY not my sanity"LOL.Well just needed to vent .Thanks

I can visualize in my minds eye exactly what I want to see.Now all I need to do is stay focused.I really feel like I’ve finally ,truely,reached the point where nothing can hold me back.I need to be patient and just remember as long as I keep to my diet and workouts I will get there.Unfortunately I’m not one of those lucky folks that see results right away.I just need to remember,slow and steady wins the race.This is where I’m turning 09 around.09 started out extremely tuff.Circumstances beyond my control.I need to remember that this is the one area where I do have control.The gym has gotten me thru all of my tuff times cause that’s where I can just escape.Visualize T you know what you want .

Yay!! Doc called today she’s raising the mgs on my Levoxyl. So Happy ,we’ve been trying to get my levels right.I’m hoping this is the winning # YAY,YAY