scorpion42’s BodyBlog

Things are still not turning around.Still gaining weight.Just not right that a person such as myself ,thats so into fitness should be plagued with such a rediculous problem.They are going to be testing me for adrenal fatigue and cushings I can’t believe it .It’s like swimming against the tide.I keep swimming sometimes  even doggy paddle.I do’t want to give up cause if I do ,I’m terrified of just turning into a blob.It’s just not right  

Starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Not quite there ,but definately starting to feel alittle more energy.I still think Doc needs to up my dose a little more,we’ll see. Still eating clean.Tuff especially when I’m not seeing results.Looking squishy.Giving it as much as i can at the gym.Trying to be good to myself with that ,cause atleast I’m getting up every day at 4:00am and getting my ass there.Tuff when the game plan doesn’t go as planned.It’s ok fuel the fire .Piss off the scorpion and it will sting 

Ok finally got  the call from the Doc .Thyroid levels were really low. I knew I wasn’t going crazy,though now I feel like I am. Trying to get the levels right .Just started the Knew Meds on Wed.I’m still feeling like a dust partical though.Still gettin to the gym.It’s a bitch but I’m doing it.Whats even more frustrating is eating so good and gaining weight.AHHHHHH.Makes me want to Take a ride to Friendly’s.I have to keep talking myself out of it.Having no thyroid sucks ass!!!! Thank God for you guys here at Body space .I log on  see all you fine folks and put my keys away.No friendly’s today