So, I guess I kind of got off track for awhile, and I just really wanted to start over…I’ve gained back probably 2-3 pounds, but what is more, I have become out of shape…and I don’t know what it is, but I have really been in this perpetual state of apathy. I have lost all motivation to do any sort of work out or eat clean…anyhow, to say the least, I have got myself into a big rut.
I am now to the point where I am seeing a light at the end of this tunnell. I think some of it has to do with my career path taking a turn, and just feeling a bit lost in what I want to do with my life…I’ve been pretty frustrated.
But, I’ve decided to keep on keepin’ on…and put all of that behind me and start new. With a new focus, new goals, and a new sense of commitment, I am forging on to complete what I’ve started over and over, which is to lose those extra 10 pounds. I think accomplishing that is going to open up a whole new world to me, not only on a fitness level, but in self confidence, self discipline, and personal achievement. I feel if I can conquer this mountain, then a lot of other things in my life will seem achievable.
Most of all, I miss running…SOOOOOOO much…running and I had a short lived love affair, and I am looking forward to re-igniting that flame. Something is missing in my life when I’m not running. I also miss the energy and stamina from lifting weights and eating 6 consistent meals a day.
I’m ready to go back, I am equipped with a camera for progress pictures, a sister who keeps me accountable, and a pair of jeans I am dying to fit back into…
I came up with a motto that reminds me how important conistency is: Strong and steady wins the race.
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