sarah_bright’s BodyBlog

I loved training for my last show.  I even loved dieting.  I loved having a specific goal to work for and I loved knowing that if I missed a workout or a meal it was REALLY going to matter.

But I really did not love the day of the competition.  It wasn’t that fun for me and I didn’t get that "rush" other competitors talk about getting.  I’ve done quite a bit of stagework (dancing, singing, whatever), and I’ve had that rush, I just didn’t get it that day.

 So now, I’m trying to decide if I want to do another one.  It doesn’t work to just pretend that I’m training for a show.  So…that is the question…