To compete or not to compete…
I loved training for my last show. I even loved dieting. I loved having a specific goal to work for and I loved knowing that if I missed a workout or a meal it was REALLY going to matter.
But I really did not love the day of the competition. It wasn’t that fun for me and I didn’t get that "rush" other competitors talk about getting. I’ve done quite a bit of stagework (dancing, singing, whatever), and I’ve had that rush, I just didn’t get it that day.
So now, I’m trying to decide if I want to do another one. It doesn’t work to just pretend that I’m training for a show. So…that is the question…
