sNEMatii’s BodyBlog

I’m having a really nice day…thought I’d share this photo which makes me laugh every time, even though halloween’s come and gone.

I’ve seen some avatars that come really close to resembling ‘the couple in the picture’. LoL!

What happens when you’re faced with a tough decision…do you stick with the old, tried n’ true that have never failed you or do you dare to test those unchartered waters like Christopher Colombus or Vasco da Gama to discover distant lands? Why do I have to choose, why can’t I have both?

I know I sound like a cryptic crossword, but that is what I’m dealing with today.

Btw, I need to work on the booty….ideas? With cutting fat, goes the butt.  Other than squats, that is. My trainer has already promised an obscene amounts squats (oh, joy!). I’m leaning more towards new-fangled ideas…..deads? I love deads. Maybe I need to get back to basics. When all else fails, there’s always Wonderpants… I’m thinking of investing in a pair.

OMG, when will it end? When will they trade in their sneakers for Ding Dongs and Ho Hos?

Someone wake me up when this nightmare is over…..some time in February when they are selling Valentine’s day candy.

 I can’t help it…I want to be nice, but I can’t. I’m reallly really trying…

" Pleasure is always derived from something outside you, whereas joy arises from within. The very thing that gives you pleasure today wil give you pain tomorrow, or it will leave you, so its absence will give you pain. And what is so often referred  to as love may be pleasurable and exciting for a while, but it is an addictive clinging, an extremely needy condition that can turn the opposite at the flick of a switch.

Many ‘love’ relationships after the initial euphoria has passed, actually oscillate between ‘love’ and hate, attraction and attack. "

I just wanted to share this paragraph from my favorite book because I had a whirlwind ’whatever-you-wanna-call-it’ that is described exactly by the paragraph. Now I’ve come full circle and realized that it wasn’t healthy then and it wasn’t going to get any better if we stuck it out. For now, I’m at peace, no ill will, here.

Accept and let it go.   

To explain to my trainer why I have missed on workout, and not done a single lick of cardio….?

To say that I haven’t been 100%compliant with my diet?

To tell this guy I’m seeing, that I don’t think moving in is going to be a good idea….unless we set some major ground rules?

I don’t like his apartment, it’s a hole and it’s too far from my life, work, school…

To tell him that his hygiene habits drive me nuts?

To mention that training takes precedence over sex at this point in time?

Or it’s not a good time to be going out to expensie restaurants and ordering desert?

I wish life were simpler….

Is there some type of underground competion going on on Bodyspace..?

One minute, one person has some special visual effects on their profile pic, next minute a few others pop up with the same thing going on. First, there were the ‘fizzy hearts’, now it’s the ‘reflection thingy’. I’m jumpin’ in my boots to see what the next fad will be.

Is it just me who noticed that….? For whatever it’s worth, I hope someone is getting paid.

"Anything you can do, I can do better,

I can do anything better than you…."

Is there some type of underground, undisclosed competion going on on Bodyspace..?

One minute, one person has some special visual effects on their profile pic, next minute a few others pop up with the same thing going on. First, there were the ‘fizzy hearts’, now it’s the ‘reflection thingy’. I’m jumpin’ in my boots to see what the next fad will be.

Is it just me who noticed that….?